Tuesday, May 29, 2007
When will this ends?
it makes me dun feel like going home.
i miss my grandparents.
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27th May 2007
Bad day. Super bad day.
My initial intention to shout out my feelings was not to go against anyone. I just dun wan the both of them to keep bickering & trying to indirectly say that i'm not helping with the taking of pics. I dunno wat got into me at that moment & I just SCREAMED.
And of course, this leads to a cold war between me & them.
i couldn't stay at home further so i went out. although deep down inside, i wish i could be home coz my grandparents & other relatives will be coming to celebrate my bro's birthday, i was outside.
grandma asked joan to called me & ask wat time am i going home. I dunno how to ans her. i just said: "later."
and we have not spoke since then.
5/29/2007 10:20:00 PM
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
super busy at work. didn't get to rest much. and that explains my dark circles. shit.
super tired.
argh.... how long more can i tahan...
5/22/2007 11:28:00 PM
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
it wasn't a pleasant day...
was i really an outcast at first? i really dun remember. i had lunch partner everyday. did someone spread some rumours about me? yes, i'm affected by this comment. i'm a very sensitive person. I know the person didn't say it intentionally, but i'm still bothered by it.
i'm not those unfriendly kind, just that i'm not that kind who will go around networking. if u know me well enough, i can get crazy with u after knowing each other for sometime.
is it time for a change of environment?
5/08/2007 10:33:00 PM
