Friday, November 26, 2010

i miss u.

11/26/2010 10:27:00 AM

Sunday, July 25, 2010

finalized on one thing. cost a bomb.

and now... should i save or just spend???

7/25/2010 02:44:00 PM

Sunday, May 30, 2010

life's been good so far.

and i'm contented.

things are moving towards the brighter side and i'm a little closer to my dream. =)

5/30/2010 02:02:00 PM

Thursday, February 11, 2010

i'm feeling lonely. =(

2/11/2010 11:10:00 PM

Saturday, December 12, 2009

i am so depressed that i feel like dying.

i knew it. i sensed it.

i fucking hate myself now.

12/12/2009 09:43:00 AM

Friday, October 16, 2009

i'm feeling upset now.

hate this feeling.

sucks to the core!

pfft......

10/16/2009 10:07:00 PM

Monday, September 21, 2009

i wish to run away for awhile.

to a place where i can have plenty of rest and a place to sort out my thoughts.

i'm digging my own grave. i'm asking for trouble.

yet i cannot control myself.

i just wan to be happy.

is it really tt hard to be happy?

9/21/2009 08:18:00 PM

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

i'm home early today!

it's been pretty rare for me to be home on a weekday since like may? hahaha. i had appt almost every nites. not tt i'm popular, just keeping myself occupied.

and since i'm back home early, i had nothing much to do, i read my old entries...

i clicked on Aug 2007.

i read on the post on the bkk trip.

recap of all the funny things tt happened there. tonnes of foot massages, Coca steamboat, stupid boat ride, ex seafood dinner, tonnes of shopping till the guys couldn't stand us, went to chinatown despite of the rain for seafood and the local food stuffs. saw the pics..

then i read on the post on my birthday. suppose to be a MC gathering, and my best friend turned up with a cake to surprise me. and i received a sunflower. my fav flower. nice.

all the sweet memories. i'm so glad i started blogging back then. =)

8/18/2009 09:53:00 PM

Tuesday, August 04, 2009

it's been so loooooooooooooooooooong......

i'm blogging using my new laptop! like finally... not a very nice laptop but at least it's much better than my previous one!

the past 1 mth had been really interesting man.

i shall note it down in pt form. i'm too lazy...

- birth of sufen's baby kayden. super cute! look exactly like his dad.
- the beginning of my nite life. clubbing every weekend.
- attended a wedding and got myself dead drunk.
- sudden attractions of all kinds of bees.
- crush was put back onto the menu. *happy*
- then crush shows interest in my best friend. *WTH!!!*
- went for a short getaway. relaxing & fun.
- clubbing nvr ends. clubbing group gets bigger.
- started photography classes. loves nite photography.
- went into a damn emo period. friends must be suffering. i'm so sorry ppl..
- cried in the nite, cried in the shower, cried on the way to work, cried in office. i thought i was abt to go into depression. luckily i did not.

feelings were like a roller-coaster. nvr been stable. and i hate it.

i wanna be happy.

can someone give me some happy pills?

8/04/2009 09:06:00 PM

Monday, June 22, 2009

i'm supposed to be on a diet.

i'm supposed to quit supper.

but i'm not doing wat i'm supposed to!

Supper Supper Supper

been having late nites almost everyday last week..

should really cut down on that coz late nites will cause a woman to age faster!

i'm not young anymore!

must maintain!

6/22/2009 11:50:00 PM