Memories...

2010-11-26T10:27:00.001+08:00

i miss u.

2010-07-25T14:44:00.001+08:00

finalized on one thing. cost a bomb.

and now... should i save or just spend???

2010-05-30T14:02:00.002+08:00

life's been good so far.

and i'm contented.

things are moving towards the brighter side and i'm a little closer to my dream. =)

2010-02-11T23:10:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling lonely. =(

2009-12-12T09:43:00.001+08:00

i am so depressed that i feel like dying.

i knew it. i sensed it.

i fucking hate myself now.

2009-10-16T22:07:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling upset now.

hate this feeling.

sucks to the core!

pfft......

2009-09-21T20:18:00.002+08:00

i wish to run away for awhile.

to a place where i can have plenty of rest and a place to sort out my thoughts.

i'm digging my own grave. i'm asking for trouble.

yet i cannot control myself.

i just wan to be happy.

is it really tt hard to be happy?

2009-08-18T21:53:00.001+08:00

i'm home early today!

it's been pretty rare for me to be home on a weekday since like may? hahaha. i had appt almost every nites. not tt i'm popular, just keeping myself occupied.

and since i'm back home early, i had nothing much to do, i read my old entries...

i clicked on Aug 2007.

i read on the post on the bkk trip.

recap of all the funny things tt happened there. tonnes of foot massages, Coca steamboat, stupid boat ride, ex seafood dinner, tonnes of shopping till the guys couldn't stand us, went to chinatown despite of the rain for seafood and the local food stuffs. saw the pics..

then i read on the post on my birthday. suppose to be a MC gathering, and my best friend turned up with a cake to surprise me. and i received a sunflower. my fav flower. nice.

all the sweet memories. i'm so glad i started blogging back then. =)

2009-08-04T21:06:00.000+08:00

it's been so loooooooooooooooooooong......

i'm blogging using my new laptop! like finally... not a very nice laptop but at least it's much better than my previous one!

the past 1 mth had been really interesting man.

i shall note it down in pt form. i'm too lazy...

- birth of sufen's baby kayden. super cute! look exactly like his dad.
- the beginning of my nite life. clubbing every weekend.
- attended a wedding and got myself dead drunk.
- sudden attractions of all kinds of bees.
- crush was put back onto the menu. *happy*
- then crush shows interest in my best friend. *WTH!!!*
- went for a short getaway. relaxing & fun.
- clubbing nvr ends. clubbing group gets bigger.
- started photography classes. loves nite photography.
- went into a damn emo period. friends must be suffering. i'm so sorry ppl..
- cried in the nite, cried in the shower, cried on the way to work, cried in office. i thought i was abt to go into depression. luckily i did not.

feelings were like a roller-coaster. nvr been stable. and i hate it.

i wanna be happy.

can someone give me some happy pills?

2009-06-22T23:50:00.004+08:00

i'm supposed to be on a diet.

i'm supposed to quit supper.

but i'm not doing wat i'm supposed to!

Supper Supper Supper

been having late nites almost everyday last week..

should really cut down on that coz late nites will cause a woman to age faster!

i'm not young anymore!

must maintain!

2009-06-20T03:19:00.002+08:00

good things and bad things are happening at the same time!

and i'm really excited abt the good things.

and i'm enjoying every bit of this feeling.

now i hope that it will work out.

patience patience!!!

as for the bad thing. i dunno is it really bad or actually good in a way.

but i guess i pretty enjoy the present.

;P

2009-06-15T15:30:00.001+08:00

too many things happening around me.

all the unexpected situations are happening on me.

and i dunno if it's good or bad.

bottom line is... Wat do i really wan?

2009-06-02T23:43:00.000+08:00

i'm really praying very hard.

i am...

2009-05-31T23:56:00.002+08:00

i really cannot remember wat happened tt nite.

and i am trying damn hard to recall.

i only remembered bits and pieces.

i remembered saying something tt made chriz goes "Wow~" but i can't recall wat did i say!

but i do know tt i so wanna pinch his face! =(

2009-05-28T23:51:00.002+08:00

it's the time of the mth again.

argh.....

always in pain....

why am i always in such pain whereas other girls are perfectly fine?

2009-05-26T22:14:00.003+08:00

finally went for yoga classes after a long break.

the sweating is good and i love it. just imagine the fats turning into sweats.

but i'm feeling weird after yoga today.

and i really wonder why.

i cannot describe this feeling.

and this feeling makes me unhappy.

i dun wan to have this feeling.

i wan the good feeling tt i always use to have after yoga!

i'm tired.

i need to rest.

i really need to rest.

good nitez.

2009-05-24T20:31:00.002+08:00

i had so many dreams when i was napping.

it's all abt the things happening to me recently.

and it caught me thinking, is it really gonna be like this?

are my dreams trying to imply something?

or are they just dreams?

i would very much dun wan my dreams to come true.

pls dun...

mum told me today. "越诚心就越快"

how 快 is tt 快 ?

i wonder.

but i still strongly believe in it.

just be patient.

2009-05-24T13:43:00.000+08:00

I had nvr club like this before.

tiring but fun.

Damn high.

woot!

2009-05-16T18:08:00.001+08:00

i do have a choice.

i have to make a decision.

YES or NO ???

2009-05-16T15:13:00.002+08:00

i was so high last nite that i couldn't stop laughing.

3 of us finished 1 bottle of V.S.O.P.

and i think i made my money worthwhile. wahahaha...

played all sorts of stupid games which made us laughed like idiots. I'm really bad at games.

hahahaha...

i guess i have improved.

i got high but i didn't puke!

can't wait to get high again!

2009-05-11T21:35:00.002+08:00

Yes, i know i'm hopeless.

no one will truly understand how i feel.

seriously.

2009-05-10T00:38:00.001+08:00

my teeth are aching!!!!

to the extent that i dun feel like talking....

argh...

2009-05-08T17:22:00.001+08:00

Bingo all the way! =)

2009-05-06T20:43:00.003+08:00

brought my doggie to the pet's cafe to celebrate Noce's 1st birthday!

pretty nice place except tt it's quite warm...

boy, bringing a dog out is no joke. have to prevent him from bullying other ppl's dog. have to clean up his pee if he starts marking territory...

really make me sweat man...

i think doby needs a gf.. haha. he's been 'disturbing' Noce the whole nite. Goodness...

Noce was definitely the princess of the nite. Many dogs are after her. haha. can't wait for chriz to upload the video on FB. you guys should see it. hahaha.

busy looking after the dogs, but interesting to watch how the dogs interact!

shall we have another dog's outing? hee hee...

~sweaty me & girly doby~

*note the pink clip on him. meant for Noce but it's too small for her!*

~happy happy~

2009-05-05T16:06:00.001+08:00

learn to follow ur heart...

2009-05-05T00:48:00.000+08:00

有也心烦，没有也心烦。

haiz...

2009-05-04T22:47:00.000+08:00

7th of may is approaching.

i'm excited, at the same time nervous.

argh~~~~

2009-05-03T22:32:00.004+08:00

it's been a very busy weekend.

1st thing up was to vacate 2 rooms for my relatives from Jakarta & Batam to stay over.

they were here to attend my cousin's wedding. then brought them shopping. playing with cousins till 4am.. gosh.. tiring...

Pics are uploaded on Facebook.

joyous occasion. happy ppl.

- Very Vain ME -

2009-04-29T22:37:00.002+08:00

i really hope i can keep this blog ongoing.

haha.

life been pretty mundane ever since i start working. time flies, i have started working for 3yrs. and i'm still with HSBC. every yr i tell myself, i should start looking for a new job. but i was too lazy. and i love the colleagues, they are the ones who make me wanna stay. partly i'm too lazy to prepare for an interview. haha.

many things are happening around me. many changes. both good and bad.

lots of flashback during my ride home... my poly days, my sim days, days before i start work, days after i start work.

happy days, sad days...

i realised i'm happier when i was younger. i have lesser things to worry. i just have to study, i get my pocket money, and i go have fun with friends!

when i was looking through my old pics, i notice some outings or events i had totally forgotten about it. lucky there are pics... it's good to take more pics. before all these memories got flushed out of our harddisk.

i really miss those days...

saw karen's comment on facebook regarding platonic relationship. and it caught me thinking.
in the past i dun really believe in it. until i start to have really good guy friends whom i can share everything under the sun. and i know they are really just friends, and nothing more. and it's nvr been an issue to my relationship.
then on the other hand, i start to think, will i be able to accept my better half to have such close relationship with another girl? then my stand starts to contradict... it seems stupid but i think the super paranoid me might not be able to accept. well, it also depends to the extend of how 'close' they are.

anyway different ppl different thinking...

went for a spa session today.

fell asleep and had the weirdest dream. it's tt kind that will only happen in dramas.. not those love love kind. but more on the supernatural thingy.. kinda eerry...

i'm too lazy to type it out...

long weekend ahead...

have u all plan ur long weekend? i had mine fully planned...

*i seriously think i need to lose weight. gosh...*

2009-04-27T00:29:00.001+08:00

. Notebook .
. The Terminal .
. P.S I Love You .

2009-04-26T02:56:00.007+08:00

was blog-hopping and came across this interesting article.

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Did I Marry the Right Person?

During one of our seminars, a woman asked a common question. She said, "How do I know if I marry the right person?" I noticed that there was a large man sitting next to her and so I said, "It depends. Is that your husband?" In all seriousness, the woman answered, "How do you know?

Let me answer this question because the chances are good that it's weighing on your mind.

Here's the answer.

EVERY relationship has a cycle. In the beginning, you fell in love with your spouse/partner. You anticipated their call, wanted their touch, and liked their idiosyncrasies (unconventional behaviours/habit).

Falling in love with your spouse wasn't hard. In fact, it was completely natural and spontaneous experience. You didn't have to do anything. That's why it's called 'falling" in love. Because it's happening to you.

People in love sometimes say, 'I was swept off my feet.' Think about the imagery of that expression. It implies that you were just standing there; doing nothing, and then something came along and happened to you.

Falling in love is easy. It's passive and spontaneous experience. But after a few years of marriage, the euphoria (excitement) of love fades. It's the natural cycle of EVERY relationship. Slowly but surely, phone calls become a bother (if they come at all), touch is not always welcome (when it happens), and your spouse's idiosyncrasies instead of being cute, drive you nuts.

The symptoms of this stage vary with every relationship, but if you think about your marriage, you will notice a dramatic difference between the initial stage when you were in love and a much duller or even angry subsequent stage.

At this point, you and/or your spouse might start asking, 'Did I marry the right person?' And as you and your spouse reflect on the euphoria of the love you once had, you may begin to desire the experience with someone else. This is when marriages breakdown. People blame their spouse for their unhappiness and look outside their marriage for fulfillment.

Extramarital fulfillment comes in all shapes and sizes. Infidelity is the most obvious. But sometimes people turn to work, a friendship, excessive TV or abusive substances.

But the answer to this dilemma does NOT lie outside your marriage. It lies within it. I'm not saying that you couldn't fall in love with someone else.

You could.

And TEMPORARILY you'd feel better. But you'd be in the same situation a few years later. Because:

THE KEY TO SUCCEEDING IN MARRIAGE IS NOT FINDING THE RIGHT PERSON; IT'S LEARNING TO LOVE THE PERSON YOU FOUND.

SUSTAINING love is not a passive and spontaneous experience. It will NEVER just happen to you. You can't 'find' lasting love. You have to 'make' it day in and day out. That's why we have the expression 'The labor of love.' Because it takes time, effort and energy. And most importantly, it takes Wisdom. You have to know What to do to make your marriage work.

Make no mistake about it. Love is NOT a mystery. There are specific things you can do (with or without your spouse) to succeed with your marriage.

Just as there are physical laws of the universe (such as gravity), there are also laws of relationships. Just as the right diet and exercise program makes you physically stronger, certain habits in your relationship WILL make your marriage stronger. It's a direct cause and effect. If you know and apply the laws, the results are predictable.
You can 'make' love.

Love in marriage is indeed a 'decision'. Not just a feeling.

Remember this always:

'It is pre-destined who walks into your life. It is up to u to decide who you let walk away, and who you let stay and who you refuse to let go.'

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*I really hate myself now*

2009-04-19T14:26:00.002+08:00

had a great fri & sat...

got a treat to furama buffet dinner on fri! food was so so.. but the company was good.

decided to go to the Lee Wei Song concert with my sisters since i've got nothing on. didnt't wan to rot at home...

took lots of dumb pics. haha. but fun! pics are uploaded on FB.

and my sis was too free, decided to photoshop some of the pics.

and i told her: "make my boobies look bigger!"

moments later i heard mum and her giggling non-stop.

i knew something must be wrong..

and see wat she did............

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A pic of me when i'm pregnant!

- notice the bloatness in the face, boobs and stomach -

gosh... she's indeed very detailed....

2009-04-17T07:38:00.001+08:00

.disconnecting.

.overspend.

.restless.

.aimless.

2009-04-16T16:20:00.001+08:00

i really dunno if i should do it.

part of me really feels like doing it.

part of me is afraid of the outcome..

Argh...

should i? or should i not?

2009-04-15T22:29:00.002+08:00

pretty glad with the progress of my teeth!

went to the dentist on mon nite.

the wire finally can be attached to the "far back" front tooth.

so now the 2 front teeth are in line! and they are straight!

wanted to post a pic but i think it's a little unglam.. hee hee..

really happy to see them standing straight, side by side.

chio bu in the making!

wahahahaha~~~

2009-02-28T16:57:00.000+08:00

I WANNA SING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-02-24T23:37:00.001+08:00

it's not getting any better....

ARGH~~~~~~~~~

2009-02-20T16:48:00.001+08:00

maybe i really should get away for awhile...

2008-12-16T22:55:00.002+08:00

life has been pretty much the same after going back to work.

routine life.

trying to pick up jogging to keep fit. hopefully can shed some kilos.

dad has been pestering me to upgrade myself. gosh. it's not cheap u know. haiz.

shall see then.

looking forward to the Xmas party at 舅妈's place this sun!

2008-11-19T23:47:00.002+08:00

dad always tempt me to get a car.

During dinner today,

Dad : hey girl, COE 现在2块而以leh.

Me : 这样便宜？then shall we get a car?

Dad : 你要买屋子又要买车？

i've got nothing to say.

if only i strike lottery this sat....

2008-11-19T20:50:00.007+08:00

Enjoying my core leave now..

not going for a holiday this time round.

SO dad asked me to help with the spring cleaning!

i also thought it's time to do some packing for my room. too many stuffs. every single drawer or cabinet is full. gosh.

and so today i started with my room!

there's so many hidden treasure which i totally forgot about them!

- An album with mag cut-out of Andy Lau -

I think this was done during my pri -sec sch days. i have 2 albums of such stuffs.

- soft toys which were hidden in a cupboard which i rarely open -

- clothes that i have took out from my wardrobe & i'm giving away -

Since my grandparents are coming today to pick up some clothes to send it back to China, my mum took out all the clothes which we had accumulated throughout the years. there were like tonnes of clothes hidden in the top shelves. finally it's all taken out and now we have space to keep our luggages. previously it's like all lying around in my mini living room.

and while going through the clothes, we found some really retro clothes.

and i tried it on.

it's really funny.

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taa daa!

-this is my dress when i was young. and i still can fit it!-

-my mum's dress suit. my sis forced me to put it on for her to take a pic-

we really dunno why these is still a bag of really retro clothes. it's like those which ugly betty will wear. goodness.

lucky it's all gone!

i threw like 2 garbage bags full of cds. they really take up too many space. i can't bear to throw but also no point keeping it. and i notice i got like duplicate cds of F4, Andy Lau & Victor Wong. Dad asked me to calculate how much money is wasted. I refused. hahaha

moving on to the living room, i threw 2 garbage bags full of VCD & DVD. those KTV kind. those were what i will watch everyday after school. daily without fail ok. it hurts to throw them all, but my sis keep saying "keep for what? u also dun watch liao." which is very true... and all is gone....

and now my house got lots of empty space!

i wonder if i can sell all these vcds & dvds...

2008-11-16T12:58:00.004+08:00

Bro is finally back from his TW training!!

and he bought me a MP5! yeah! now i won't be bored in the mrt!!! woo hoo!

- he got me the pink one! sweet~~~ -

the screen is abit small though but overall the outlook is very nice!

i love it!

Thanks don!

Past 2 weeks

had to make a major decision.

lots of factors to take into consideration.

seek advice from parents.

many pros & cons.

different ppl give different comments.

was so indecisive. dunno if it's a wise choice

finally we decided.

waiting for the results.

wish us luck. =)

2008-11-01T11:06:00.005+08:00

Took 2 days leave from work.

brought mummy out for her birthday lunch @ Kenny Rogers! bought her a Fendi wallet. HUGE DAMAGE!!!

Felicia & Gordon! Remember to PAY me! hahaha.

- Daddy & Mummy-

went for the Halloween party last nite. the dressing part is so fun! hahaha..

-Samurai Lady, Snow white & the Pervert-

more pics on facebook!

moody. everything seems not rite.
i need to feel ur love.
i wan u to treat me like a baby.
i wan to u to get worried over me.
i wanna feel important.

2008-10-28T23:32:00.002+08:00

there's been a pain in my left calf since a yr back.

finally the pain is unbearable so i head for a chinese sinseh today.

the pain is a signal from my spine coz my spine is slightly crooked. the muscles are connected hence causing the pain. the sinseh then try to put the spine back in place. goodness. it's freaking pain i tell ya.

i still have to go back for a few times to get it back. seriously i dun look forward to it.

-this medicine looks like blood-

2008-10-28T01:30:00.003+08:00

LATEST SPLURGE !!!

2008-10-23T00:09:00.002+08:00

children nowadays are so hard to educate.

ppl try using the carrot method. thought this will be a more appropriate approach. so you talk to them. you tell them is because of the love we have for them, hence we are telling them the good and the bad. and i always tell myself, dun overdo it. coz it becomes nagging. we adults also dun like nagging, what more for children.

then always after the "nagging", I start to reflect.

"don't i sound like my mum when i was younger?" and i start to think "do we bother to listen?"

and the ans is No.

but my mum will still go on, hoping one day we will understand.

Now I truly understand how my mum feels at that time. I'm able to see the different points of view.

so what approach should we use? how are we gonna educate our kids in future?

still learning... abit early i know. ha..

it's been a day full of disappointment.

2008-10-21T00:18:00.003+08:00

I tried acupuncture today!!!

to "tiao" my health...

looks scary.. i dun even dare to look at it myself. i dun dare to move at all... fearing the needle will poke deeper... haha..

it's not painful on every poke, but certain pokes really make u feel like being electrocuted and u will feel so numb...

after that was a sumptuous dinner with my family & dear dear @ seafood paradise. love the crabs.. too busy eating to take photos. haha.

back to work tmr. going to the sinseh tmr to see my leg. been hurting for quite some time.

more pain to come!!

2008-10-14T21:24:00.004+08:00

didn't update for a loooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnng time...

busy period.. haha..

2nd week of Sep

was down with dengue. it feels like shit. took me 2 weeks to fully recover.

2nd Oct

Granny's birthday celebration. relatives came over from jakarta. went shopping with them for 4 days in a row. power man i tell u. haha. damn shag but shiok coz at least i dun return home empty-handed! haha.

not forgetting to mention, i went for ah mei's concert! she never fails to make the crowd stand and sing with her. Damn high!! brought my camera, but forgot to charge my battery. how stupid~~

6th Oct

went to work after the long MC + annual leave. feels good after taking a break from work. at least i dun feel so grumpy.

14th Oct

3 colleagues down at work today. only left with me and stanley. hell busy. rush like crazy. on 1/2 day leave today but only get to leave office @ 2.30pm. rush off for my dental appointment.

taa daa~~~ my braces are up!

-braces-

i feel so ugly now... sobz..

2008-09-25T22:49:00.002+08:00

been sick for many days.

on off fever. super bad body ache as though my body is paralysed.

rashes developed. start to worry. doc suggests blood test.

blood test result = early stage of dengue.

doc say continue to monitor my fever and rashes.

blood test again on sat morning. hate the needle. yewks.

dear seems to be having the same symptoms. so is mum.

i dun remember being sting by mosquitoes.

could it be a new virus?

i wish i get really ill. stupid i know.

gonna rest. Nitez.

2008-08-22T00:13:00.009+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

turn 25 this year. time flies man.

spent the evening with my darling of course.

went to Ritz Carlton for the dinner buffet. enjoyable dinner.

~happy happy~

caught Death Race after tt. really exciting show.

think after my 21st, this is the birthday that i received the most presents!

Dear bought my a pink Agnes B pouch!

and my dear colleagues from HTSG Team 2 & 8 bought me this lovely pink dress!

a friend bought this adorable pacifier pendant from Swaroski

siblings bought me a black dress too. probably can wear it this sat when i meet up with my girlfriends!

daddy & mummy gave me a Lucky ang bao! hee hee...

any more presents anyone? haha.

2008-08-18T23:59:00.006+08:00

celebrated dear's bday over the weekend.

dear booked the M hotel for a nite. had the buffet dinner there too.

room is big & comfy!

food is okok. not worth it for me, coz i dun take the raw stuffs which are the ex stuff. haha.

the cake i baked on fri was a failure! dunno wat happened. maybe i so pissed off and it affected the mood when making it. lucky i have some leftover from my 1st attempt of the lemon cheesecake. so instead of 1 whole cake, i brought a single slice. hahaha.

my initial plan was to bake a strawberry cake.

1st attempt - the sponge cake became kueh. really dunno why. haha

mummy & I trying to figure why is the mixture so watery

trying to mix very well and suddenly my fake eyelash dropped into the mixture! luckily i spotted it.

the strawberry kueh. haha. super ugly. sis and i cannot stop laughing

2nd attempt - look for another receipe for the sponge cake. the cake was salty instead of sweet. think it's because we use the "knife" oil instead of vege oil coz no vege oil at home.

3rd attempt - went to look for easier receipe. tried out the raspberry cheesecake. looked so beautiful, forgot to take a pic. but it was tasteless. even my younger sis doesn't wan to eat it. FYI, my youngest sis is a rubbish bin. she eats everything. she even said that the salty cake taste ok. hahaha.

4th attempt - the baked lemon cheesecake. finally it is edible and it tastes perfect! hahaha.

got more pics but i'm too tired to upload now... next time bah...

2008-08-13T22:43:00.003+08:00

I was having dinner with my friends and my hp rang.

Sis sent me a mms of doby.

Here is the pic...

Doby hiding under the blanket coz the air-con was too strong. so cute.

nothing much interesting to blog recently.

other than work, will be dinner & movies with dear, occassional meetup with some friends, supper, beautifying myself and sending doby for his grooming.

all these can keep me real busy. time management must be real good. haha.
weekends are short lah. sad thing is when u have lots of things to do during the weekend, u get lesser sleep. so it doesn't make a diff if it's a weekday or weekend coz we gotta wake up early too. the only diff is we dun report to work.

work hasn't been smooth recently. i really wonder why. with sufficient manpower, we are still unable to perform to the efficiency level we use to have in the past. every report are still late. well, some ppl just dun have the sense of urgency. and us will rush like hell to make it for the cut-off time. everyday we face different issues. sometimes make me really feel like "surrendering". the worst part is the extra effort that i put in actually put myself into more trouble. instead of 'earning pts', it became 'minus pts'. haiz.
at last our team has a new avp. still learning how to work with him as we are unsure of his working style. he's trying to change alot of things which we find that some are good but some are really a hassle. undergoing a period of 'mini-management change' within the team, it really test our adaptability. 1st of all, alot of things we have to switch to "channel 5", which we really tried our best when it's work concerned. at least to let him know what is happening.

haiz. i felt that i'm happier when i'm still a junior. less worries. just report to work, finish my daily duties and Bye! i'm off work.

now i have to worry about how to work with the fellow colleagues so tt they will feel that we are being treated equally. sometimes they will complain to u that the others are so free or their pay are higher, seriously i cannot do anything loh. i can only listen. we are still a team. we need to work together to get things done. i'm also learning, well the lucky thing is i dun work directly with her. sometimes they will say words like "you now very free liao hor, no need to do funds". i dunno if u mean it in a joking manner or seriously u think tt i'm free. but do you know i have do other shitty stuffs, like solving issues which u all create? keep track of the emails which you all always dun reply? i check the funds u all do, on top of that i still do the daily duties with u all. i nvr exclude myself in the list ok. so to be really calculative, i running 2 roles. and i'm getting the same amt of pay you get. so who's the lugi one now?

Apart from tt, i have to be extra careful to prevent other ppl from back-stabbing me. such things happen when there is competition. i would say it's a crucial period.

Sometimes i wish to help some of them so tt we all can go home earlier, but on the other hand fearing that once u help them, they will take you for granted. and they can nvr learn & be on their own.

can't wait to go for the EQ course next week. Hopefully it will come in handy.

Argh..... i hate work.

2008-07-26T23:31:00.007+08:00

been having headaches lately. probably due to insufficient sleep. slept around 1-2am almost every nite for the past week. really bad for girls. will age faster.

finally i finished the HK drama, i can sleep earlier liao. hahaha.

last min mum got tix to her competition & she woke me up @ 7am... Gosh. i was hoping for more sleep loh. but i can't say no. so i dragged myself out of bed, bathe and head for OCC.

daddy & mummy with her new dress

the whole event ended around 12noon & i rush home to pick up doby for his haircut. his fringe was so long that it hindered his vision. haha. sis caught him using his paws to brush his fur backwards. if only she video it down.. think it will be super cute!

rush back home again to burn mum's friend's video into DVD so that she can pass her tonight.

then met dear to pass him back his wallet. send him to work and at last i'm home. dead beat.

Doby & me!

雪白的 Doby

2008-07-22T23:03:00.003+08:00

If You're Not The One
By Daniel Bedingfield

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

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this song has a special meaning to me.

2008-07-21T22:00:00.002+08:00

YES!!!

i went jogging today!!

YES! ME! I went jogging..

hahaha!

keep it up man!

2008-07-20T23:42:00.003+08:00

acc dear to China square central to look @ the collectibles.

they have a flea market every sun which sells collectible toys, watches, antiques, wooden statues... to my surprises, they actually sell rolex, longines & omega watches!! i think they are 2nd hand watches..

the stall tt dear bought his "transformers"

this pic was taken secretly coz dear said most probably can't take pics there. I dun dare to try coz i dun wan to be stopped by any shop owners. i scared pai seh. haha.

had dinner @ the seafood paradise. reach @ 6pm sharp, order immediately fearing of the long waiting time. But the food came pretty fast! and we left the place around 7.30pm! didn't take pics coz all of us is busy eating...

Eat & eat & eat...

dear just gave me a warning today.

Dear : fat pig, you really getting fatter. you better do something about it.

haiz...

this time really siao liao...

2008-07-19T23:26:00.002+08:00

i took out a pair of shorts from my wardrobe which i bought few yrs back.

as i was trying to put it on, i find it a little tight.

thank god i still can button it up.

but it use to be a super low hipster, now it's resting just 1-2 inches below my belly-button.

my god.

where's my determination to lose weight?

pls come back to me~~

i dun wan to go back to the Sylvia few yrs back.

PLEASE DUN!!!

2008-07-19T19:17:00.005+08:00

Happy sha la la~~~ it's so nice to be happy~~~

finally get to spend some time alone with my darling~~

met up with dear on his off day, thurs!

went vivo. walk around...
tried out Carl's Junior.. Nice~~ i like the chicken strips.. Mmmm...

it's been so long we went shopping...
i bought another pair of shorts! i also dunno why i buy so many shorts. i can't wear them to work too.
just buy~ happy only.. haha
we caught the dark knight after tt!
NICE~~ Exciting show~
i love the Batman's car & bike. SUPER COOL!

@ Vivo

fri met up with dear & yk for supper.

yes, supper again.

haiz, that's the reason for the weight gained.

finally we found the hk cafe @ Siglap!

love the XO sauce carrot cake..

Daddy & Mummy is in Shen Zheng now for a short holiday..

and i get to stay over @ Dear's place without having to return the car!

dear woke up early today to acc me pick up my bro from pasir labar camp.

then we went for Mac Breakfast together~~

we seldom get to eat Mac breakfast together coz dear usually wake up after 11am...

now i'm at home watching DVD and dear's at work.

will be picking him up @ 12.30 later then probably staying over @ his place again.

tmr's plan is to go see collectibles @ China Square Central then shopping then dinner with

siblings @ the Seafood Paradize!

Yummy Yummy Crabs, here we come!

2008-07-17T00:19:00.002+08:00

why is it still not here?

argh....

i know u have to juggle between school & work. i know it's not easy on you. i shouldn't be complaining. but i seldom got to talk to ya these days. and i'm upset. haiz. PMS

2008-07-13T20:10:00.003+08:00

张惠妹-如果你也听说

突然发现站了好久
不知道要往哪走
还不想回家的我
再多人陪只会更寂寞

许多话题关于我
就连我也有听过
我的快乐要被认可
委屈却没有人诉说

夜把心洋葱般剥落
拿掉防卫剩下什么
为什么脆弱时候
想你更多

如果你也听说
有没有想过我
想普通交朋友
还是你依然会心疼我

好多好多的话想对你说
悬着一颗心没着落
要怎么附和舍不得
又无可奈何

如果你也听说
会不会相信我
对流言会附和
还是你知道我还是我
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多
懂我的人就你一个
想到你想起我
胸口依然温柔

heard this song while driving just now.
many many memories.
both bad & good.

do you still like this song? =)

2008-07-13T19:51:00.002+08:00

went to view the showroom of Kovan Residence with dad.

super crowded. lots of ppl viewing.

I kinda like the layout. very nice furnishing, very modern & elegant. price also very NICE!

4bedrooms + 1 study, 1862 sq.ft selling @ SGD 1.7mil!!!

goodness gracious. dad say might as well go buy landed. dad is keen but the price is far too high.

$939 per sq.ft. it's even more ex than the one at bishan st 22!

faintz.

left the showroom & mum found lizard's shit on my shoulder! how lucky rite?!

mum first reaction: -

mum : you got buy 4D or not?
me : nvr.
mum : aiyah, wasted.

duh~~~

anyway gotta leave soon to catch red cliff with Dear & yk.

boring sunday.

i can't remember when was the last time we both went out alone.

2008-07-08T22:19:00.007+08:00

was trying to look for a space or container to place my marshmallow.

and i found this!

a pink hello kitty mini bucket!

isn't it cute? hee hee...

and i notice i've got quite a number of pink stationeries on my desk!

pinky stationeries~~~

2008-07-07T22:56:00.003+08:00

my darling dropby at my work place today to pass me the snacks he bought for me from Meiji!

all of them in pink! =)

so sweet of him! love ya! muacks~~~

all my favs!

i so love the marshmallows!!

happiness~~~~ =)

2008-07-06T10:10:00.002+08:00

can't you just mind ur own business?

dun act as if you are very good at "looking" at ppl. u know fortune telling?

dun act as if you know us so well. how many times u see us a year?

you only see one side and u wan to judge.

i dun care wat u wanna say. do it at your house. DUN do it at my place.

You just make me loathe you more.

2008-07-05T10:24:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I really hate you.

sometimes to the extent that i feel like leaving.

2008-07-02T20:48:00.010+08:00

Some pics taken on sun!

Daddy & Mummy, 二婶 & 二叔

me @ the OCC

rush off after the competition to get a bday cake for daddy!! daddy turn 52!! old liao loh.. haha...

had a small celebration. look @ his happy face!

Daddy is very happy! haha.

Greedy Doby hoping to get a piece of the cake!

2008-06-29T20:06:00.002+08:00

woke up @ 6plus this morning.. to check out if daddy's shirt is ok & mummy's hair is ok.

they are competing in the Novice standard ballroom dance @ the 9th Stardust Dancesport Grand Prix 2008. they will be doing the Waltz & Quickstep, so are my uncle & auntie. they will competing under the same category...

Pretty tough competition coz quite alot of the competitors are young and when u are young, you got better staminas & "sey" (i dunno which english word to use. haha)

after they left home @ 8.30am, i woke dear up & went to bathe, get ready to leave for the competition too. I'm the video-woman & dear's the camera man. hahaha. thanks dear for making the effort to wake up so early~ =)

wanted to upload the videos but the files are too big. will post the pics when i get it from dear later!

gonna send my bro back to camp now!

2008-06-28T00:14:00.009+08:00

it's david's wedding today!

attended the wedding dinner @ Carlton Hotel. Pretty nice ballroom.

But a staff spilled fish sauce onto a guest's back & her branded bag. how suay.

just like the incident that happen to me @ marriot during mareen's wedding last yr.

anyway shall talk about happy things!

i find the video clips pretty interesting. always have a strong feeling when i watch all these clips @ ppl's wedding. i dunno why seriously. haha.

camwhoring before the dinner~~

the menu...

me!

Ms Yip & Ms Koo

march-in video

YUM ~~~ SENG!!!!

the videos are not very clear though... haha..

david gey siao loh. only drank abit. his brothers finished up for him!
BUT glenn nvr give up! pull david for another glass! this time steady, finishes up everything!

love attending weddings. everybody happy happy~~ but attending without dear does feel a little weird... dunno how to describe the feeling but it just feel not right.

Looking @ David's & Jean's happy faces, feels happy for them too!

i hereby wishes both of you a blissful marriage!

2008-06-27T00:04:00.012+08:00

big damage today~~~ got a hole in my pocket.. haiz.

went into LV boutique. cannot resist the temptation and i bought this!!!

LV Kate Clutch

Nice? I almost bought another bag. luckily i controlled myself. i shall wait till chriz visit frankfurt the next time round.

Chriz, will you be nice to make another trip to LV for me again next time? hahaha... i have my shopping list ready le. =)

met up with a few of the MC ppl... had dinner @ waraku de pasta @ marina square. food is good!portion just nice!

love meeting up with them. endless topics & endless laughters.

happy me eating... my front tooth is really hell crooked.

Darren & his soup pasta

my super cute darling

Happy Chriz & tired Jason...

Hungry Kyan & Calvina

caught "wanted" after the dinner. very not realistic show. how can the bullets go in circles & kill so many ppl at one time? haha..

now i'm home. tired. still gotta decide wat to wear for david's wedding tmr. gotta prepare ang bao too!

I'm broke!!!

but i still can't help it.. i'm still spending alot!!!

jia lat...

2008-06-24T13:01:00.002+08:00

finally..... my HTC diamond arrived!!

Dear has been taking pics non-stop. snap & snap with his new SLR.

so now all nice pics are with him. he post them all on his blog.

and he claims my blog is BORING.

then SEND me the pics man!

2008-06-22T20:58:00.004+08:00

took 1/2 leave on fri.

dear was free on fri and i'm like no mood for work. yeah. so i went to meet him @ paragon for his 2nd eye review.

it's another day filled with food man.

after the review, we went to try out the food @ waraku @ the starhub centre. food was ok. i love the fried salmon! took pics but they are with dear. he uploaded on his blog le anyway.

after the heavy lunch, we head down to bras basah to get the lomo camera for sis's bday.

went into the LV boutique @ raffles hotel.. look around... still love the multicolour noe.. but it's way too ex. and white is really hard to maintain.

walk around suntec... then back to ps for desserts @ the ice monster.. yummy mango ice~~

took a bus down to upper thomson to meet dear's friend for dinner.

gosh... the bus ride is so damn squeezy & bumpy. felt damn giddy on board.

and we ate again! finally tried out miss clarity cafe.

had the garlic baked dory. NICE!!! but a little too spicy for me..

i had so much food that day. scary. damn guilty.

i seriously need to go on a diet.

sianz.

2008-06-08T12:39:00.002+08:00

Made dinner over @ dear's place yesterday..

and he said it's not nice! how sad...

caught kungfu panda after tat. it's super entertaining! had a great laugh!

i'm thinking of wat to cook next... ha...

2008-06-03T23:15:00.001+08:00

it was meant to be a pleasant surprise.

who know things turn out otherwise.

2008-06-03T00:22:00.002+08:00

i'm still bothered about it.

to be frank, i'm very bothered by it.

but there's nothing i can do. it will only backfired.

god. pls tell me wat can i do to make myself feel better.

haiz.

2008-06-01T16:16:00.016+08:00

Yesterday was "filled" with many food..

started the day with dim sum from Red Star Restaurant @ Chinatown.
Met up with ah Ke & YY...
The food is really yummy... Personally i love the "shui jiao".. Mmmm...

Me & dear while waiting for the 2 late comers!

Looking @ the empty baskets, you should know the food is really good

Went home after dim sum. was suppose to go for massage with mum but she was lazy.

and i fell asleep after watching tv...

@4.30pm... my hp rang.

Me : Yes baby?

Dear: Jeremy called leh. he ask wat time we meeting him.

Me : We meeting him meh?

Dear : Dunno leh. he say meeting for dinner today. go eat steamboat.

Me : Ok loh. anything loh. wat time?

Dear: U call tony loh. coz jeremy say tony only free after 8pm.

Me: okok.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Me: Tony, so we meeting tonight?

Tony : ya, jay say meet dinner @ Ruth's parents steamboat place rite?

Me: oh ok loh. then meet 8.30pm.

so we all met up!

i've been to ruth's parent's steamboat place like umpteen times. even the staffs there can recognise me liao. *shy* =)

really love the food there. i love the fried toufu... yummy! you guys should try. it's called Soon Heng Steamboard @ Horne Road, next to Jalan Besar Stadium.

the 3 guys after meal

he love the muah chee so much that he's gonna finish the peanut crumbs too

and Mr Tony did the same!

We are all so damn full after dinner. & stupid jeremy still suggest to go for coffee @ mustafa. what a uncle suggestion. hahaha.

so dear dear came up with prawning. and to our surprise our 30yr old jeremy had not tried prawning before! hahaha. so we decided to let him try it out.

at the bishan prawn farm

finally we found some chairs to sit. tony very happy ah. haha

jeremy super serious face

yeah! we finally caught a prawn!

we spent 3hrs prawning & we didn't catch alot!

everyone is like having a full basket of prawn but ours is like.... have a look and you will know...

6 pathetic prawns

hahaha... how pathetic.

can't wait for another steamboat session with Chriz & Cal!

2008-05-30T12:50:00.003+08:00

Dear did his lasik surgery last nite.

going for his review today then meeting his schoolmates for their project.

wat am i gonna do tonight? it's friday ya know!!!

Sianz.

2008-05-29T14:24:00.003+08:00

can't wait for Chriz to come back with the bags! though the bags are not meant for me...

I'm sure mummy is willing to share.. hee hee....

2008-05-25T21:22:00.013+08:00

celebrated my bro's birthday today. bought him a cake from patissier.

gosh, it's was so yummy that i simply can't stop eating.

Tiramisu cake from the Patissier

Mummy trying to borrow some luck from the birthday boy for some scratch & win. haha.

Doby birthday kiss to the birthday boy!

2008-05-19T22:08:00.004+08:00

i'm dead tired...

2 continuous days of bbq at my place.

from the grocery shopping to the preparation of the food and the bbq-ing of the food.. goodness. it's even more tiring than working.

was forced to wake up @ 11am this morning coz of facial @12noon.

practically drag myself out of bed. was still dreaming when mum woke me.. such a nice dream & she spoilt it!

after facial, went amk hub to do some groceries shopping. the crowd is so damn scary. the cashier queue is like soooooooooo long....... my god. got home around 3plus. went out again to get ice cubes.. got home start bbq-ing again. all the way till 8plus.

finally bathe and now online blogging... the weather is damn hot. just finish bathing and i'm sweating again...

sneezing away now.. for god knows why? mc tmr? hahaha. i wish.

Doby after his new haircut yesterday. Cute rite? =p

2008-05-14T20:50:00.002+08:00

I'm having PMS.

PMS PMS PMS PMS PMS PMS PMS PMS PMS PMS PMS PMS PMS PMS PMS PMS PMS PMS PMS PMS PMS PMS PMS PMS PMS PMS PMS PMS PMS PMS

2008-05-13T14:10:00.002+08:00

i'm so bored. yes, @ 2.10pm i'm bored. not that i'm free @ work, but i'm waiting for some reports before i can go for lunch.

sianz...

sick of waiting.
sick of late lunch hours.
sick of work.

2008-05-10T05:13:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling damn down at this moment.

the thunder woke me up & i can't sleep now.

whenever i can't sleep, wild thoughts starts running in my mind.
so many negative thoughts, so many...
and it just can't get out of my mind.

i can't remember when was the last time u called me dear
i can't remember when was the last time u said u love me
i can't remember when was the last time we spend the day just to ourselves
i know u are busy and i shouldn't be complaining
guess i miss u too much
wonder if u miss me too?

2008-05-08T19:24:00.001+08:00

Will we run out of topics to talk about one day?

I really hope not.

2008-03-23T18:06:00.002+08:00

Me : Will you purposely hide that u have a gf when u meet new friends in future?
He : no loh. i won't.
Me : sure or not? dun bluff.
He : (holding up his left hand, showing his 4th finger) Hi, I'm married.

听了心里真爽！哈哈！

2008-03-16T13:13:00.020+08:00

At almost 3am this morning, Fm93.3 played this song...

周渝明 - Make a Wish

当泪似流星滑过手心握不紧
别伤心不要紧
这个世界还年轻

爱没有翅膀也能飞行到你心
别害怕别担心
难道你没感应这爱情好坚定

will you make a wish make a wish
闭上眼睛愿望是口井
make a wish make a wish
你会听见真诚的回音

让我们 make a wish make a wish
一起约定看最美风景
这一切都不会是梦境
只要你全心全意相信

So many flashback of the times when i was so crazy over F4. Yes, and i really mean crazy. I was crazy over Jerry Yan. Every single activity i'll be there. spend tonnes of money to get their CD in exchange for their tickets or passes for their watever tv recording. spending time sitting in the hot sun to queue for their autograph session. i tell u, it's damn fun. i dunno why i would actually go alone to their very first autograph session coz my besties are definitely not as insane as me. hahaha. But i made friends there, we become very close friends, meeting up every sat without fail to exchange news about them, share our collections, order mag from TW & HK, watch videos of F4 together. Every sat of mine was booked for them until i met Mr Jay.

2 of the them actually signed up the Lee Wei Song holiday workshop with me coz i told them i dun dare to go alone. On the other hand, they were hoping i could make into the entertainment industry then i can get nearer to F4! hahaha... pls dun laugh at me. it really did came across our minds at that time. hahahaha....

Miss the F4 gang man. wonder how they are doing now...

- Ken Chu Fan club. Don't be mistaken, we joined not because we like Ken alot. but we were hoping to get good concert seats & first hand news through the fan club. Can you spot me? hahaha.. -

- Few of us at the airport waiting for their arrival -

- Yes, we were one of those who will booked maxi cabs to go after them man! I tell you it's hell lots of fun. the drivers are so cool. They are damn skillful & they will communicate through walkie talkies to keep each other updates on their whereabouts. cool isn't it? =) -

- 仔仔. This is taken at the airport arrival hall. these are pictures you won''t see outside! -

- 言承旭 @ the arrival hall. -

- Isn't him charming? *drooling.... hahaha! -

- @ the concert. I had this pic in 8R size in my room! -

- @ the concert -

Oh man! I miss them all!

2008-02-23T18:08:00.003+08:00

met up with my besties yesterday. dinner cum gambling session over at Add's place.

started off with black jack. lucky add, dunno black jack how many times. Not pai seh... hahaha...

lots of laughter during the game. we are a bunch of noisy 38. hahaha...

When add's mum is back, she can't resist the fun so she joined us! then we switch over to MJ coz we all lost the money to Yee Lin!

Auntie is so excited to get started with MJ. hahaha. She so cute! a very friendly person. fun game with her. And of course, she was the sole winner!!! poor me lost again. haiz. bad yr for gambling i guess.

it's sat again. dunno wat to... hence dearie suggest to go prawning tonight! my siblings will be joining us!

Hopefully they dun get bored. hahaha!

2008-02-21T22:31:00.002+08:00

Current Fav Song

杨宗纬 - 洋葱

如果你眼神能够为我片刻的降临

如果你能听到心碎的声音

沉默的守护著你

沉默的等奇迹

沉默的让自己像是空气

大家都吃著聊著笑著今晚多开心

最角落里的我笑得多合群

盘底的洋葱像我永远是调味品

偷偷的看著你

偷偷的隐藏著自己

如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心

你会发现你会讶异

你是我最压抑

最深处的秘密

如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心

你会鼻酸你会流泪

只要你能听到我看到我的全心全意

听你说你和你的他们

暧昧的空气

我和我的绝望

装得很风趣

我就样一颗洋葱永远是配角戏

多希望能与你有一秒

专属的剧情

2008-02-20T09:56:00.002+08:00

I wanna SING!!!

Have not been singing ever since the metal thingy is placed in my mouth. can't even speak properly, dun even need to mention singing.

Listening to my MP3 in the MRT this morning, heard many songs that was once Music Clinic's top Hits. hahaha... MC ppl will know what i'm talking about. it reminds me of the time we use to spend there, meeting up to talk rubbish, slacking in the school. meeting up for rehearsals, dolling up together for performances. so fun!

I miss the old MC. I miss the old MC choir members.

2008-02-19T09:36:00.003+08:00

i've been constantly reminding myself it's peer pressure!!!

everywhere i go now, every conversation i heard is about marriage!

everyone is planning for marriage, their target age to have babies. warning from ppl about having babies after their 30s. it's scary u know!!!

the urge to get married is strong but i know WE are NOT ready!

PRESSURE!!!

2008-02-15T10:46:00.002+08:00

Happy belated Valentine's!

Dear dear bought me a watch from DKNY! nice!! with lots of blings!

i bought him a gucci sling bag but he claims it's too ex. haiz.. thought he would like it.

anyway we had dinner @ sushi tei. food is good! we were so full after that. Marginal utility maximised! hahaha!

walked all the way from taka to the Cathay to catch Jumper. My legs were aching because of the new pair of heels. can u imagine the pain i endured all the way? goodness.

Jumper was good! imagine we have the power to switch to different places in secs? that will be really amazing!

i'm so tired now. stayed up till 2am helping granny & mum with the praying of "Ti Gong"...

Yawnz...

2008-02-08T09:50:00.001+08:00

Happy New Year Everyone! Gong Xi Gong Xi~~

Been eating the whole day yesterday!

first thing in the morning i went to my granny's place to have mee sua & bird nest! yummy. best meal of the day!!!

every year without fail the aunties will want to take pics and they will go "Xinyi Xinyi 来帮我们拍照! and so i'm always the camera woman. no choice, i have good skills in photo taking! hahaha...

-Granny & Aunties-

-Cadence-

lunch will be at my 四叔公 place. no one is interested in gambling, so we chat & started taking pics again. we youngsters were taking and once the aunties saw us, they started to find nice spots in the house to take too. and the whole place was like a market. i'm not exaggerating. their voices are loud. my cousin actually describe them as 三姑六婆. hahaha!

-Yolia-

-Cousins-

-三姑六婆-

Gonna leave for my 姑姑 place now!

2008-01-29T23:48:00.000+08:00

dear picked me up from work today. 11 bottles of cookies to bring home. they are heavy man. no joke.

started complaining to him about work on the way home. thanks for your listening ear dear!

the feeling about going to work every morning now is definitely different from 6 months ago. Many things had changed. Too many changes do make one notice things are not as simple as u think. Not only you have to be able handle the stress from work, you must be able to build good working relationships in order to be able communicate well & create a nice & warm working environment.

I once thought being able to work in HTSG is a gift. I have got great colleagues & managers. I'm able to balance work & my leisure time. I have time to go dating after work. Everything was so rite.

I once enjoyed working there but i dun feel the same anymore.

I lost the motivation to carry on working there.

2008-01-28T22:37:00.000+08:00

last weekend wasn't very well spent... nothing much interesting...

I'm beginning to feel the pain in my teeth whenever i start to chew. it's pretty irritating. esp when u are hungry and can't wait to eat. the moment u put the food into the mouth, the pain will make me lose my appetite. so u must be thinking i would lose some weight given such situation. haha. u are wrong. My weight is still STAGNANT!!! *sobz*

anyway i went to the dentist today. thought can finally put on the brackets. but the dentisy say there's not enough space yet! so i've gotta put on this metal thingy for another 2 months. next dental appointment is on the 24th of Mar. such a long way man...

wonder when then i can finish the whole process of putting on the braces...

2008-01-22T06:01:00.000+08:00

shit man.

i woke up & notice that my eyelid is peeling. I dunno why!!!

it started off with my body then my face, now even my eyelid! I feel so like a snake! Yucks!

I seriously dunno why!

Can someone enlighten me?

2008-01-22T00:28:00.000+08:00

haven't got much time to blog after i went back to work.

busy with work plus the CNY shopping. Busy shopping for new clothes.
i'm left with a pair of shoes & a bag then i'll be all ready for CNY!

On MC today, Cramps are getting worse every month. i practically slept the whole day today. thats explain why i'm blogging at this time.

all the lunching in & heavy breakfast had caused my tummy to grow quite alot! it's getting bigger & bigger by the day. Gosh. I almost faint when i look at myself in my mirror today.
i can't wait to put on my braces hoping that i can shed some weight! I'm still like 4kg away from my ideal weight!!! and i'm left with 2weeks before CNY!! help!!!

tiffany will be on leave from wed to fri. I forsee lunching in for the rest of the week.
god bless me man. haiz...

2008-01-04T23:26:00.000+08:00

it wasn't a good day for me.

too much truth does hurt.

nuff said...

Back From HK!

2008-01-01T12:12:00.000+08:00

Hi Peepz!

I'm back! Had a wonderful trip!

Day 1

Arrived in HK around 10.30am, check in the hotel around 1plus. Had our lunch at 1 of the HK cafe. food was ok. food there is ex man. on average we spent around 50-80 bucks per meal.

head off to view the avenue of stars which are the handprints of the famous ppl. oh boy, we walked a really long distance to find the place. the breeze there is really cold. after that we walked again to the shopping centre called Harbourcity. It's a super long walk again. we were so tired when we finally reached the place. Nothing much to buy. more like our Paragon. move on the Temple street to try their claypot rice & oyster cake recommended on the magazine. Nice!! very old place but food is good & cheap! And we tried the famous dessert stall, Hui Lau Shan! Mango, Mango & more Mango desserts!!!

- Can't wait to get started! -

- Andy Lau -

- Zhang Bo Zhi -

- Claypot rice @ Temple Street -

- Hui Lau Shan Dessert Stall -

Day 2

It's the Disneyland day! We were there for almost 12hrs! running around to make it for the different rides, and the different shows. actually we spent most of the time queueing. it's worth the wait man. we really enjoyed ourselves alot!

-Super Ex Breakfast -

- Disney Train -

- tired of waiting -

- Minnie Mouse -

- Tigger -

Day 3

Visited the Great Buddha. took their bus up instead of the cable car as it's on maintenance. wat a waste. the bus ride is really an experience man. the roads are so tiny & squeezy. and the bus drivers seriously need not drive so fast up the hill. it's pretty scary. we had to climb a flight of stairs to get to Buddha. we were all panting by the time we reached the top.

After that is shopping time @ the Citygate Outlets! had dinner @ KFC. walked around hotel. dead tired by the end of the day.

Day 4

Madame Tussaud's. Had a really fun time taking pics. all the nonsense!

Shopping again starts @ H&M. a little like our ZARA but at a lower price. Clothes are nicer but all are more for winter. so we didn't buy much. got some bags & belts. Move on to Ladies Streets & Fa Yuen streets. we couldn't find it at first. and the clever me lead them to a wet market. hahahaha! at 9pm, the wet market is still very crowded. interesting rite, we even get to see their wet market! and the best part is we saw the live chickens locked in cages!

didn't dare to buy much coz we were scared of being "Mr Robert" so just walked around & bought a new luggage as we run out of luggage space!

Day 5

wanted to try out the breakfast set @ one of the recommended place in the magazine, but we all woke up too late. too bad, we went to the place still but we had lunch instead.
went back to Ladies Streets & Fa Yuen streets again to hunt for Gordon's spiderman shoes. saw it the day before but run out of his size. so trying out our luck @ other outlets. Yup, and he got it! dearie bought a pair of dragon limited edition shoes which cost SGD250! and i got myself a pair of boots @ SGD20. good buy! hahaha...

we were eating practically the whole day. finally tried the "smelly beancurd" which dearie & gordon truly enjoys. Sis & I did tried but can't stand the smell in our mouth. the egg tarts are the must try! the egg fillings are so soft that it just melt right after u put it in your mouth. Yummy!

dearie found the Modern toilet restaurant by chance and we all tried it! food are nothing special but the presentation is really special! pics will tell!

these are only some of the pics. we took around 500 pics. shall show u all when i meet ya!

19th Dec 2007 - 5th Anni

2007-12-21T04:35:00.000+08:00

we had spent 1,825 days together! & still counting... =)

as the relationship gets longer, we really ran out of ideas on wat to do for the special day.
I believed most relationships will tend to lose some spice after a long period, not like the days during the "honeymoon" period.. Every single things we do will make our heart pounds like crazy.
we need to keep the passion in the relationship. If not one day, we will just take each other for granted. and that's not very good.

anyway we were supposed to go for the duck tour but it was raining. so we decided to make our own dinner at dear's place.
ok, i didn't do the cooking. he insist on doing it on his own. so he made spaghetti with mushrooms, mushroom soup & rosti!
Food tasted not too bad!
Thanks dear!

Simply Love Shopping~~~

2007-12-19T14:00:00.000+08:00

I'm enjoying every single day of my leave now.

Waking up at 10am everyday. practically going shopping everyday. I feel so like a Tai Tai... hee...
brought my grandparents for dim sum @ crystal jade yesterday. then went to Ikea coz they need to get a new bed...

met bronzee & Chriz for taiwan porridge @ Amoy street. It's nice but kinda ex... 90bucks for 4pax!

i'm so not prepared for the HK trip. The itinerary is not done yet. Felicia & Wency! Buck up!

Everyone is getting new clothes for the trip. Except Me! I'm bringing the old winter clothes, save money lah.

I'll be 2k poorer after this trip! Arghhhhh.....

7 more days to HK!!!

2007-12-14T23:04:00.000+08:00

2nd day of my leave!

Enjoy to the max! Finally found time to meet up with Shan for lunch & shopping!

Had lunch @ jack's place. Met our ex-manager there. Had free drinks, ice-cream & 10% off our bill! Shiok!

Shop in town from 3pm to 9pm! only break was during dinner time! the rest of the time we were walking along orchard road! and i dun feel my legs aching at all! i've got good stamina man! all ready for my HK trip. hahaha...

bought myself a dress from Zara & some tank tops... bought mummy a pair of shoes from Tangs. probably going there to grab another pair using the $30 voucher. hee....

gonna go shopping with my siblings & dearie on sun! to get winter clothings!! can't wait!!! =)

shall sleep early today coz gonna pick up dearie from him camp tmr morning!

Nitez Everyone!